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you would’ve enjoyed knowing me;
to see how I love the same music you did;
to see that I eye      and love    just like you did.

and with your time here, you found a way to be us.
and I could use some aid in knowing
how to be me, because these puzzle pieces

keep getting lost 
and I lose another
each time I go in search for one.

But in remembering you

i hope that our shared DNA would make the pieces
you left behind fit perfectly into my gaps.

and I’d know myself through you.
But now you’ve fold into yourself
and there’s nothing holding my universe together.



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Location: Hyderabad, Telangana, India

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