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Journal - June 1st

On June 1st,

The silence of the pandemic found its way into me.

It left room for nothing but let my breath be.

And in that breath, I found the sound of the ocean;

a reminder of what has always been and would be.

 

On June 1st

The sound of my breath merged with that of the rain;

Conceiving a two note harmony; subtle and plain.

Then came the melody of thunder and the anklet

of Mother, and nature; the only two that remained.

 

On June 1st

Your rain marked the end of a season for you and me,

And I found a yearn for summer’s breeze,

yearned my lost childhood, as my mind evoked

the dread of becoming a small fish in a vast sea.

 

But this too would pass and I would still breathe.

If the ocean is fierce, so is the ocean in me.

And Oh! What a relief it was to hear,

The melody of Mother Mary singing – let it be.

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Location: Hyderabad, Telangana, India

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